Wednesday, November 13, 2013

I wonder standing at your door


What do they say to my children?
once the doors are closed
and the bell rings, 
and I leave 
to cook and clean

I come back at noon 
with a hot lunch
and wait patiently 
listening
to words I understand

yet I cannot speak in, 
or scream in 
even when I want to
so I nod 
and smile and they smile back

some of them look like me 
and I wonder 
do they step in 
when my children hurt

do they fight or 
even speak up, or walk away
when people laugh 
at my child's ignorance
or habits
or the smell of curry on his jacket?

I wonder who speaks f
or my child when I am not there

From school back home, 
I remember the sting 
on my hand from the cane

but here, 
they say they don't hit children
so that is good, yeah?

yet I see the light go 
from my child's eyes
every year, far away
and I know 
but cannot ask

does she speak, I wonder, 
the one who looks like me
or the one with the kind eyes

or is se also silenced, 
for different reasons: 
of pay, 
or pain 
or for friendship 

What do they say to my children I wonder
About them 
and about me

what do they say 
about my children, 
I wonder

What do they say about yours?
Do you wonder too, my sister?

Confused mother, sister, aunt, teacher, Master's Candidate, Citizen of the World

Sunday, November 10, 2013

The Foremothers’ wonderings


Who is this child?

This special child

I wonder
when I see
The radiance
of shining Spirit
Who is this child ?
walking with strong strides
Towards paths
Uncharted yet
And beckons us,
her foremothers
to walk with her
This honey-eyed child
Dreamt of, gifted
Citizen of the world.


Dedicated to the women we are and the daughters we are gifted
who walk the paths dreamt of by our foremothers

Don’t cry for me

Don ‘t cry for me
I say to the girl
who has shown me the way
Through a life
lived with grace and courage
 And the little one replies
How can I cry for you
when you are so strong?
 I wish for her all
the joy that she dreams of
Feminist as she is
Yet a lover of Austen

I want her to be cared for
And I wish for her all the clean dishes
and folded laundry